What is it?

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, afterwards, there is a feeling about you that I had no control over, what was it?

When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you, When I met you I was afraid to love you, now that I love you, I have another farness feeling, afraid of losing you, what is it?

I can close my eyes to the things that I do not want to see, but I cannot close my heart to the things I do not want to feel, what is it?

Tell me, please, tell me how to say I miss you… .

Ya Allah, aku rindu ya Allah, sampaikan rindu ini dengan caraMu yang terbaik, Ya Muqallibul qulub, tsabbit qalbi 'ala dinik,
Wahai sang pembolak-balik hati, tetapkan hati ini dalam jalan-Mu.

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Belok Kanan, Nyasar...

Other Side of The World by KT Tunstall

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an iceberg
Waiting to change
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like the water

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's to hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

The fire fades away

Can you help me
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

The fire fades away

Untuk dua orang sahabat saya yang sedang dilanda 'badai El Nino' dalam menjalankan komitmennya, kuncinya cuma tiga. Pertama, sebenernya kalian itu mau atau tidak? Kedua, level kepercayaannya di-upgrade yah, ketiga, Ikhlas kalo memang harus berakhir diluar dugaan..

Untuk "dia, seorang 'teman' saya yang sangat baik", terima kasih banyak atas inspirasinya hari ini..

Jakarta, 15 Agustus 2007
Antara Jatibening - Rawamangun - Gambir - Senayan

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Dealing with the Lack of Time

To the one who inspired me this morning,
Let's make the most of today.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

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The Role of Commitment and Cost Level Upon Willingness to Sacrifice

Commitment = Sacrifice + Willingness

WHILE,

Commitment ≠ Suffering

Just another hypothesis, inspired by Ms. Simanjuntak on a small talk during deforestation and climate change meeting.
(Further testing on this hypothesis will be published shortly).

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Run Hard, When It's Hard to Run

There's a part of me that's vanishing…
There's a fraction of me that's trying…

There are epochs when I just want to run,
But there's no place to hide,
Even though my spirit is breaking,
In a million bits inside, can't break free…

It's no good trying
Just can't fight

I meet people who forget me. I forget people I meet. But sometimes I meet those people I can't forget.


Schiekade 10 B,
A few minutes after re-reading your mail

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